Worst weekend ever

Smiley · Post by **Smiley** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 7:53 am

When I said to myself that this was the worst weekend ever, because friday/saturday night everyone was unavailable including my girlfriend, I had no idea how bad it would become.

She and I got in a completely meaningless fight yesterday, she left, as in I let her leave due to my suckiness factor of way-too-high, and she's devastated.
And me? I'm feeling as if my stomach is going to implode, my head burst and my legs feel like they're going to buckle any second. I got no sleep whatsoever last night, and I had a friend keep me company to take my mind of things.

I tried calling her this morning from work, but she didn't answer, and the friend who stayed there after I left (as he usually does once in a while), wrote me that came over with her mother to pick up her stuff.

And now I'm sitting here in the office alone, for the first time in my life, completely and utterly fucking heartbroken.

boohoo

the guardian · Post by **the guardian** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 9:25 am

*restrains himself*

Smiley · Post by **Smiley** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 9:28 am

Let it out shitface, it'll make us both feel better.

the guardian · Post by **the guardian** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 9:52 am

The real question is, which one will make you blow more steam out of your ears? If I'll try to piss you off, or if I'll say I won't try to piss you off because I don't want to hurt your feelings.

Stare into my avatar and look for the answer to your problem. In fact, everyone should take a moment to just look into my avatar and think, really give a good moment, as to whether this is the answer. If you've seen the answer, tell Smiley what he should do, because really, we're all pals, and we all want to know where you keep the silverware and the extra apartment key.

Smiley · Post by **Smiley** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 10:06 am

You made me smile, I knew I could count on you.

Megatron · Post by **Megatron** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 10:08 am

my legs feel like they're going to bukkake any second

lol

the guardian · Post by **the guardian** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 10:11 am

Do it, you pansy. If you will, we could have a

Thor Kaufman · Post by **Thor Kaufman** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 10:15 am

get over it and move on

Smiley · Post by **Smiley** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 10:20 am

Thor Kaufman wrote:get over it and move on

I'm healing. I'm somewhere between hateful and resigned.
I'm guessing "resigned" will last a while, and then I'm aiming for "slightly hopeful".

TG, I know you're begging for me to do it. But I don't think I could outlive the tradgedy of killing so fine a mind.

You're better off alive.

Megatron · Post by **Megatron** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 10:22 am

ah well smiley, even though i dont like you or anything life is tuff sometimes and bla bla bla so just throw yourself into everything without any notions of success or failure.

the guardian · Post by **the guardian** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 10:28 am

Well, on the bright side, one of you is going to be happy from now on. Seriously, man, where's the key?

vx trauma · Post by **vx trauma** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 10:28 am

'kicked in the teeth again. sometimes you lose some times you win'. sounds like she'd planed it a long time ago. no one walks out permanently after a fight unless weapons were involved. it's summer. you got a job and don't resemble the elephant man. you know the score.

St. Toxic · Post by **St. Toxic** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 10:37 am

Look at the bright side. Now you can talk about her in past tense, and there's one less Dane to worry about. If it'll make you feel any better, she's probably jerking off some old guys in an abandoned building while doing crack cocaine to stay ahead in life with her four bastard children hanging from her saggy teet, but I guess you already know -- it's how she hooked ya, wasn't it?

baby arm · Post by **baby arm** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 10:46 am

Don't listen to these douchebags. If she's worth fighting/begging for, then go get her back. Tell her all the shit you're feeling, like what you said in the first post. Explain to her how her life is better off with you in it and your life is better off with her in it. Don't be afraid to look like a pussy. That kind of shit shouldn't matter if she's worth it. If she's not, then go get some vodka, speed, and a few running buddies and have some messy fun.

the guardian · Post by **the guardian** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 10:53 am

baby arm wrote:If she's worth fighting/begging for, then go get her back. Tell her all the shit you're feeling, like what you said in the first post. Explain to her how her life is better off with you in it and your life is better off with her in it.

AND THE CREDITS WILL ROLL AND WE'LL HAVE ICECREAM TOGETHER AND THE REVIEWS GAVE IT FOUR AND A HALF STARS AND you're full of shit.

St. Toxic · Post by **St. Toxic** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 10:54 am

Baby arm is trying to make you look like a flaming swell guy, a behavioural pattern that'll never sort out any broken relationship. Go for it.

vx trauma · Post by **vx trauma** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 10:56 am

few females are worth begging for.

baby arm · Post by **baby arm** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 11:08 am

few females are worth begging for.

Yes, you're right. That's why you shouldn't let the ones who are just disappear because you're too afraid of exposing yourself. Begging is probably the wrong word, but I'm sure Smiley knows what I mean. Plus, if he can say that stuff to us then why not say it to her?

Smiley · Post by **Smiley** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 11:14 am

I actually cheered up reading most of these posts.
Something I did not entirely expect, although I suspected that at least one post would make me smile.

As for getting her back.. no. Let her come.
If not, then I might regret it for a while. But I wont come to her, ever.

I feel motivated, I feel aggravated, I feel like there are a bunch of possibilities open to me now.

Of course when I get home and get some sleep, I'll probably be miserable again, but then I'll remember the wise words from this thread and I'll feel better.

Thank you all, I hope you:

A) go first when the bomb hits
B ) survive it to take up your lead-pipes and claim the wasteland as your own.

the guardian · Post by **the guardian** » Mon Aug 14, 2006 11:38 am

baby arm wrote: Yes, you're right. That's why you shouldn't let the ones who are just disappear because you're too afraid of exposing yourself. Begging is probably the wrong word, but I'm sure Smiley knows what I mean. Plus, if he can say that stuff to us then why not say it to her?

Counter productive. It's his girlfriend, not his fiancee. There's a fine line between freaking the fuck out of someone and telling him you'd like him around.