the guardian wrote:path to insanity.
What a fine path it is too.
the guardian wrote:He's looking at you, kid.
Really . . . Good thing I have a sharp stick on hand.
the guardian wrote:Is swimming in the sea of irony, strapped to a rock
It certainly is ironic, I don't even like
swimming . . .
the guardian wrote:What's your escape, then?
Depraved, anonymous, excessively kinky group sex of course. Well, it was. Before things went pear shaped. No, my mind is my escape. It is after all easier to change your mind than your world. One reason why I prefer not to compromise it with anti-depressants, anti-psychotics or in this instance, alcohol.
the guardian wrote:I don't mean to generalized, but everyone seem to find some sort of an easy escape from reality, this way or another, and a shot of whiskey works faster than a good book.
You definitely have a point, exits are somewhat necessary for emotional and psychological health. Drinking isn't for me, aside from things like health risks and damage, the effects I experience aren't especially pleasant.
the guardian wrote:I can't help but find humor in the disease.
I hope to do so one day. Until then it will be a constant reminder of what was.
the guardian wrote:Still, some manage to live with it, even without medical treatment, by simply ignoring the hallucinations, voices, and so on.
That's fairly general, TG, but yes, many people manage without medical treatment. Then you just have to deal with the stigma.
the guardian wrote:I'd still appreciate the innovation, you know? No day is boring, and I don't even need things and people to occupy my time... I'm a one-man-pandemonium seesaw, living on the edge that's in my mind. I'm sure that after a while I'll be begging for peace, but I suppose it's better than being at ease and begging for the disorder.
Holy shite, you've converted me. Aside from the (in my opinion) rather artistic composition, 'tis certainly a interesting and fresh insight. Dealing with the disturbing mind fuckery takes the edge off of one's ability to see, and more importantly appreciate such things. So I find it, at least.
the guardian wrote:That's a very general statement.
Yes, it is, and while I have my reasons to be bitter, jaded and prejudiced, I acknowledge there are many good people in the sector, many of whom do good work and help a lot of people. Now I'd like to know where they are, as my experiences have been somewhat skewed.
the guardian wrote:Most of us already lose ourselves to mind warping chemicals without disease treatment having anything to do with that
Point(s) again, I simply resent the blithe judgement that one's mind is 'wrong', or 'ill', that you are a threat to yourself and/or others because so called experts 'see things' and 'understand what you're going through'. All these meaningless platitudes disguise the reality that as a mind in itself is unique, how can one know our knowledge of their workings will apply in every aspect without fault ? I do not believe you can standardise sentience, or average people. An entity that indulges self examination infrequently or not at all is a dangerous one, doubly so when some of the most vulnerable, marginalised members of society end up depending upon it.
the guardian wrote:(and I'm rather sure they don't use shock treatment anymore... at least, not that often).
Correct, not that often. And at least they do knock you out beforehand.
the guardian wrote:God wants you to have free will, after all.
Yes, from what I've read. The doctors tend to disagree, however.
the guardian wrote:Well, he probably just wants a good laugh.
I imagine he is well served in that area.
the guardian wrote:Man I'm losing my arguement point here.
*laughs*
I find that happens to me all too often, and not just arguments either. Fucking scary.